Talk is cheap

Discussions, meeting of the mind.
I've meet few.and far between to be so.enduring.
Fear of moving forward unsure of meeting the type of person that clicks intellectually, energetically, and communicates openly..

Emotionally I expect more and dive deep to explore
Thoughts, feelings, perspective. All things that make me want to know more open up.and sink into a bliss that only words can fill.
I accept the truth about me
The beauty of diving deep in your inner being seeing parts your unwilling to share.
I'll keep those things sacred. Wounds heal with time and patience finding the unique perspective and building confidence in areas you once thought was un attractive.
I won't be little your thoughts words or ideas. I know how that feels and I want to be a canvas to the beauty you feel. But in a world of instant gratification im alone my words are only my own. Small community that dwindles daily. The art of talking, conversation is dying at an alarming rate

Second Chances

Back at again this time no breaks.

Found a place a space to be no judgement, expectations, or boundaries. Last time was filled bible verses, a men's, and holy talk.
Now I'm finding that life begins with your thoughts continues with your reactions and ends with your actions.
Deeper understanding of yourself and being responsible instead of counting on a man in the sky. I rather sit Indian style on my floor and mediate then pretend that a wish Will come true from being obedient to a system unnatural to me.
 Two years and life has thrown a shit load of problems some not so easy to solve.. Realised that love is not pain and the consequences of being inexperienced while being committed and your true understanding doesn't match the foundation once laid. My words are a release regardless of the relationship or reaction.
No ear to speak into just the truth I give myself and who cares to share my bliss or doom.
A blank page is better than a flawed human to vent to.
Here's to second chances honesty poetry and space to be without living in somebody's expectations or perceptions.